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I don't have any clue how I am supposed to go about this, because while I have written letters, I haven't written one like this. I've always just had relationships just kind of fall into my lap. I've never confessed to someone else, not unless they were literally forcing me to, so this is honestly the first time I've done this before. At least, I've never confessed to someone without being sure of their feelings first. I'm sorry if this is bothersome, but since February I've had feelings for you of the romantic persuasion. That might not surprise you, as I've been very obvious since August. October makes eight months of quietly thinking you're one of the most wonderful people I have ever met, it makes eight months of thinking you're beautiful without really saying it and it makes eight months of trying to keep a distance for as long as possible. You've supported me better than any other person I've met, and even when I was being difficult in September, you did opt to humor me. Constantly, you've been there for me and I feel rather bad that this is the best I can do, but -- I love you. I love you genuinely and honestly and it's actually very scary for me, but I trust you, too. I find it difficult to stop thinking about you, and I feel like it was simply meant for me to fall for you. It's fine if you don't reciprocate, but I wanted to tell you this anyway. I was wondering if you would do me the honor of being my significant other, if you did reciprocate. If not, of course, I'd like to still be friends, but if it's too awkward for you, I'll move along, of course. However, if I may, since I'm not confident enough myself, below I have linked a simple mixtape I put together in the hopes of wooing you. But if that sounds unpleasant or you're uninterested, don't feel pressured to listen to it. http://8tracks.com/cauldron/strawberries-taste-how-lips-do Xander